How do I stop?

How do I stop my brain nerves from pounding against my skull?
How do I stop my eyes from trying to fall deep into my gut?
How do I stop my nose from smelling the despair around me?
How do I stop my heart from skipping beats?
How do I say that I am better than this?
How do I stop myself from feeling my blood rushing
up and down in my veins?
How do I do what I set myself to do back in those days?
How do I pick myself up and create the great?
How do I keep myself from driving me crazy with ideas of frenzy?
How do I keep myself from picking my own skin into bits?
How do I stop myself from drowning in my own thoughts?
How do I stop my own joints from coming separate?
How do I hold the floor from crushing beneath?
How do I look at the sky and not see the clouds weep?
How do I prove that everything I have done until now is all worth it and not mere dirt under my own feet?

Nothing more just a little piece from back in January 2022.

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